Expressed according to my own will

2010-06-18T09:54:00.000-07:00

:) Not changing of bloglinks.

Just run to try out tumblr for a while.

So if see no update, I might just be going crazy there.

http://www.thelalaland-happenings.tumblr.com/

My boring day ahead, and my first try on tumblr.

2010-06-07T00:53:00.000-07:00

OMG, they are wearing apron. *Self-fantasicing state* ((:

Heeeheee, Super cute right?
Got it from a user in tumblr. Finally got a feel of using the tumblr.
Wells, quite fun and easy I shall say, it’s much more easier than have a blogger I must say.
Much easier to update compared to blogger. Much easier.
But much more possibility of spamming every meaningful crap that you see.
But it’s better than having a dead blog. ((:

Well, got nothing better to do, nothing better to blog, nothing better to type.

It’s just the same old shit.

But Shermaine is going out tomorrow. I’m looking forward to it.
Although it’s not some free and easy shit you get while going out with your buds.
But at least I’m going out, and with my buds.

Okay, I’m once again crapping. Kthxbyes.

2010-06-04T11:34:00.000-07:00

Just look at that adorable face *faints*

-Ahemmmm- BACK!
My new wallpaper, tmr screenshot for you all to see^^

I’m back from the outing. Had been out the entire day. Plus, a super long and crazy oovoo session with my dearest mates. Plus super crazing of screenshoting JJ in L.A videos.
I’m worn out. Drained.

Therefore, that new icon that I have changed and the pic that I have screen shot-ed will keep you entertained for now. Be back soon for more updates. Thou doubt that I will. But I will try(not). Goodbyes.

PS: All friends, strangers and passers-by. Pls credit if you’re taking the pic.
It’s not exactly mine. It’s from JJFO! (: They RAWK.

I’m starting to not know what I’m talking about.

Edits: And so I didn't got to update my post. Hehee.

2010-05-28T20:44:00.000-07:00

It's finally the holidays. The period I'm waiting for for ages since school started.
But now that it is here. I don't why but feel a sense of aimlessness and uselessness.
Maybe knowing that I will have a long week ahead all freed up scares me.
Hmmmmm, still looking for chance to find some one to go out with.
There is a lot of things to be done, but there's not a lot of things I don't to do.

Gosh, this is killing me.

Hope that when an activity comes by, I will be permitted to go.

2010-05-23T06:50:00.000-07:00

Hello, people. I'm having a good time in poly. (That's a lie.)

Heehee, I'm just joking, but I still miss my secondary school life. Don't ask me why. I'm just missing it a lot. A little more than I should. Plus, have a major hangover for my log and matrix. Don't really feel like blogging le. Haha. Shall go back to study. Disappointed with my grades, ciao.

PS: To people who think poly would be better than sec, you 're absolutely wrong. Cherish more of what you have, have no regrets in life.

PS/S: I think I just totally forgotten I had another RJ to write. God, save me.

Edit:- (After 40mins) I'm done with a 754 words RJ crap. Lucky they just ask more about my life. Not what I learn, so can crap a lot. Haha. Best, it's not graded. HAHA(:

2010-05-09T23:38:00.000-07:00

Okays, so I'm loving my new poddy.

Dont ask me why I'm starting to have more and more cam whoring picutres,

it's some virus I got ever since I have started poly(:

Okays, so I'm blogging in the middle of the class again.

Okay, maybe the first time.

But I have just finished my presented, as distracted as I might be,

I seriously dun wan to listen.

*Though, I just screwed mine not long ago.*

But I don't want to think about it, there are still many things I have to think about.

Such as the up-and-coming UTs which I havent really started studying.

Plus, the CE activity coming up today, that I don't really wish to go.

Plus the DUMBASS TIME LIMIT for the stupid submission for the RJ.

I wonder how I'm going to survive. Seriously.

人总是要失去的，才懂得珍惜。

2010-05-06T19:53:00.001-07:00

After using the school laptop for one morning, I have came to a conclusion that, what is your own, is always the best.

I love my laptop(:

2010-04-20T07:39:00.000-07:00

I'm dying already. The prep work to write up the reflection journal is killing me. Worst, it's a never ending process - I hate reflection journals.

School had been fine for me, got to start school straight after the orientation camp,

just a bit stressful coz of the time limit given to complete the RJ

and the daily research we have to do like everyday for every module with no data to back out.

(when I'm like so used to going about being spoon fed.)

All pure research, okay, maybe 10-20 % of what the facci said in class.

Therefore, ended up skipping lunch just to get extra time during the breaks.

But I think I will survive. I will, and I have to!

I will not sway away anymore!

Easier said than done. *sigh*

Ps: Why am I still so nervous when I'm presenting!?!

It's suppose to be easier than performing on stage?!

God bless me(:

A super major breakdown.

2010-04-10T10:47:00.000-07:00

As the title reads, I just had a major breakdown,
And i swear, it's big, well maybe just to me since i really had no idea what came over me to let me have such a big reaction over minor things in my repetive life.

Maybe i just cant control it anymore.
Just a little tired of life.
Tired of everything around me,
Tired of being told to do what i dislike.
Tired to bee controlled like a 5 yr old girl.
Tired of the insufficient freedom i getting.
Tired of just not being me.

A super expired post.

2010-04-04T08:41:00.000-07:00

It has been long since I have updated this cringling old blog. Although I have guiltily been online all these times. Your curious minds might be asking, what am I exactly doing?

Basically nothing major at all, playing facebook games, photoshopping my pictures, talking to my JJ fanatic friends, all sort of things, except blogging, unless you are pretty willing to include marco blogging as blogging, I have been good to leave little messages about my life using twitter using my phone.

But I have much abandoned twitter as well, cause it's simply too boring to be tweetering all about life when you know nobody's reading, in anyway, at least putting something on facebook you know someone's peeping, you just dunknow cause nobody says it.

Alright so much for the cyber part of life, Shermaine had been fine physically and maybe in a way mentally, just havinga little too much of tummy upset and a major JJ hangover, although it's already a week since she have seen JJ, but her heart still beats whenever she sees pictures or videos of him. His sexiness is irrestistable. Don't you agree?

Everything that happened on 28th March is still engraved deeply in Shermaine's mind; All the watitng, sitting just to see you makes it all worth while.

Okays, I would better stop blogging right now, before I go any longer about how sexy my dear is. I still have work tomorrow, good night people. Good night. As only god knows when will I ever blog again. Ciaos people.

Another piece of shit.

2010-03-25T10:55:00.000-07:00

And so, after much research, marketing and hunting,
I have finally bought my button.
And guess what, I'm not very happy about it even though I should.
Regardless of the advantages that wow-ed and psycho-ed me in the first place,
The other upcoming disadvantages or should I say defects are failing me, making me regret my very choice.

Maybe to many, there isnt much of a problem or issue to you, but the unbalanced stereo is seriously bugging me. Making me unknowingly tilt my head to see if the sound will miraclously be leaking to the other end.

Life's realy a shitty piece of game.

What's wrong with me?

2010-03-19T10:49:00.000-07:00

Hello passer by to my blog, how are all of you all doing?
Shermaine didnt had a boring aka no life day.
She was with part of her frens out on a buffet date,
which in a way was fun, it has been long since I ever laughed so carefreely.
It's like a date that has no boundaries, nobody cared whether you were ugly, fat or short.
And it has been long ever since I had opened up this openly into a talk.
Today they let me into a new definition of friendship.
In some ways, it's indeed in some way stress relieving after having so much of my no life crap.

After all these crap about stepping into another stage of your life,
meeting new friends, new challenges and being in a new environment.
If you know me well enough, you would jolly well know that I'm not a person who like unfamiliarity, more to say adapt to it perfectly without flaws.
Although the JJ gathering once again proved me wrong.
But seriously, I suddenly just feel this huge sense of unfamiliarity gushed into my life once again.
Seeing all my friends moving on, adapting into their new stage of life.
But to tell the truth as a matter of fact, I'm also changing, blending into this on moving change,
turning into a much different person compared to the past.

An good example is a big change in my music sense, I have no idea to what's going on in my head, but nowadays, I find myself tuning into gold 95, listening to the tunes and finding it nice, compared to the songs from singer like jj lin( which is wierd), alan luo, dbsk, shinee and etc.
I'm not saying that I would totally block them out of my life since they have already gave me so much joy, but it's just damn odd.

I know that's not a good example to show that I have changed, but even from the jj lin event,
I have been finding myself doing things I have never done or will never think I have the guts to do so.

Is this change even good?

What's wrong with me?

PS: This is the first time I think a post looks perfectly fine without a picture on top.

In the end, it's still back to square one.

2010-03-17T07:47:00.000-07:00

Yeps, after struggling so long with myself whether to change my link, it's still back to square one.
The thought of having people linking my old link, and ended up turning shame-island, a domain I used for more than4 years end up to be just another dead link is already giving me the creeps.

Haha, so it's still back to shame-island.

All I can say about my life is that Shermaine seriously have no life.
She has led another moment of her life in her own world doing nothing much, even her own mobile phone has gone quiet.

She wants her life back.

Human beings are seriously so funny, when God gives them back their hectic lifestyle,
they would complain how life sucks, and how they want a break when they can escape away from their hectic lifestyle and take a breath.

But when God gives them a super duper carefree life, yes, they might be very happy at first.
When everything starts to slow down to the way they want, but as time goes by,
they will start whining all over again to how boring their life can be.

How irony can humans be?

What do I really want?

It's that dream come true!!!!

2010-03-14T07:07:00.000-07:00

Pardon me, as now,

as I would, in a matter of a few seconds turn into a super super crazy fangirl!!!

Simply because, I won the CDrama special lucky draw
and got to be one of the lucky 30 fangirls to have a private meeting w JJ!!!!

& I got to hug JJ (L) to the max~!

OMG!

Cant believe it?!

Seriously to tell you the truth, neither can I.

*Especially when the person only informed me like less than 24 hours away from the event.*And you know what's the worst thing? coz it's a bai se qing ren jie,

which in another word, a day where girls give prezzies to guys they admire,

so as fans, all of us are required to do up/buy a present for him(:

and with the super short notice, i seriously dunno what to buy sio!

I mean like to me, JJ is just another idol that I go after due to these several reasons,

1. He's cute to me(:

2. He has a a super dream vocal that i would die for!

3. I'm so attracted to him!!!

But I'm just an ordinary fan and not his friend.

So please understand if like I dunno what to buy for him(:

But at last, after all these, at last I still drew a card for him. Yes, only a card.

But when I gave it to him, he liked it and said " I was talented" .

Many also said it's nice... heeehheees. So it's at least better than nothing!

The event was like more than what I was expecting,

coz like at first I imagined it as like some sort of like, you know that kind of like JJ comes in, sing for you, take picture with you and then go off...

but it's like NO, it's not like that...

It's like firstly JJ comes in, then like we're all not suppose to take pics of him.

then, it's like he started talking to us, like we are his own friend.

Even ask us whether we know any jue chao to chase girl's hearts or not. haha.

(read wan bao for more details,haha)

then like totally no gaurd again us, very unlike the usual him u see in the concerts or whatsoever.

it's so cool to see this side of him, the childish and funny side of him.

This side of him seriously made me miss him even more.

This is for JJ, although i noe that he will never ever see it,

"JJ, you're getting thinner and thinner due to all the illness and the hectic schedule you got in the past and even now, remember to eat more and take good care of your body. Dont let all of your JMs worry you further, May God Bless You in whatever you do. Jiayou!"

PS: Despite all the cock ups I had before seeing u, it's all worth it, be prepared I will be back.

I had fun, Imy. It's that dream come true.

2010-03-03T09:01:00.000-08:00

Chuuuu~ (L)

:) Hellos ----- XD
Finally recieved my admission letter alr(:
Dont know shld say that shld be relieved that it's finally here,
or complain abt how it's much more complicated that what I expected.
although I alr complete part of the admin stuff,
there's still 3/4 more for me to go.

GOD SAVE ME!
*Maybe a bit exaggerated*

PS: I finally got to swim again(L)
But I think due to that, my flu bug's back):
i have been sneezing for the nth times.

I think I missed the times in CCHY too much,
that I start to wear that camp/P.E/grad tee that I hate so much in the past.

2010-02-28T09:20:00.000-08:00

And so, I didnt updated my blog even I said I will few days back.
But I'm back now, typing, updating this rather dead blog(:
Because I finally got use the com, like finally.
Thanks to my sis, my mom has been like blocking the internet connections.
So, no internet = boring life. HAHA.
Laugh, Laugh ur head off.
And to add matters abit more shitty,
my admission letter isnt here yet!
I mean like c'mon Mr/Mrs/Miss Postman/Postlady.
Pretty please send my letter <3~
Don't leave me out, or be like that letter that dad mentioned!
(That letter got lost for 250years before anyone received it, bloody hell!)

So basically, slacked my life watching TV again.
Hmmm, rearranged my bedside photos too.
Love it to the max now(:

And spent the later part of the day using com,
well actually looking for the brown domo-kun t-shirt,
found it very cute, but didnt find it in BKK.
So like wanted to get it in SPORE.
But it's like, life's a piece of shit for me,
All not of suitable size.
So I gave up and settled for a SUPERMAN one instead.

But feel like giving up, coz like I just found another shop that has the domo-kun shirt of my size.
but it's abit more ex than the one im getting,
w/o the delivery fee somemore.
and I worry that she alr order,
besides I think I was an irritating customer + she claimed I was the last cust she was taking.
later tio blacklist, better not risk it.
so I thought maybe next time barhhs.
Haiis, sad case.

PS: I need to rush that proj out for Saiy before sch starts.
Shall do it tmr! YES I WILL!

2010-02-25T07:59:00.000-08:00

*YAWNNNNNNNS*

I told myself again and again, "today die die must blog!"
but now, I'm once again attracted by my tv,
so I'm going to watch TV (:
Might be blogging again w my E71(:

Super long post, up to you to read.

2010-02-18T07:26:00.000-08:00

BE WARNED!
SUPER LONG POST!

Damn sian, time passes so quickly!
I'm finally back in Singapore.
Bought loads of clothes and stuff.

*Yeps, of course I'm happy(:
+
Yeps, I did see the people I'm suppose to me thou there's a big wu long behind the whole drama, that even I'm confused.*

But, I dont think I'm going to post the pics,
at least not now(Im using the wulu com in the living room)
Coz it's like all my pics add up to about a thousand altgt.
*Nope, they are not zi lian pics, it's just that there are so many things to take*

Dun ask me why, coz me cant give u the answer too(:
Therefore, with that amount of pics to clear and filter,
seriously no mood to update,
might be updating, might be not,
depends on my mood seriously,
and I mean seriously, but one thing confirm is,
Ure sure gonna see some of the pics,
as I'm thinking of changing my blogskin again, using the bkk pics,
as I mentioned before, this plain black and white blogskin wont last long.

Right, other than that, life has been perfect,
after resting a day at home, watching K-ON all day,
*due to an anime advert I saw on animax in BKK(:*
+ after all the chaos and sunburn.

I went out entirely close to one whole day...
(okay, i dunno it's the grammar or what, something sounds wrong w the sentence)
went to yishun stadium's gym w Jasmine in the morning——afternoon.

(dont ask me why if u noe which J i'm talking about, we just like talked again,
and stuff like that and she jio me to gym. I guess she will most probably be one of my gym-ing frens le, since she dont mind working out
but just hopes that she doesnt get VIP and U noe.
The whole gugu gaga story starts again.)

Went to CCHY w 天线宝宝.
wearing sch uniform -.-III
got mocked by teachers, saying we are comical
But we din noe that we dont hav to wear okay?
Saw Mdm Ng, Mrs Ng, Mr Lim, Mr Jellyfish and Mdm Goh(:
Then coz we wearing uniform, they stunned for awhile when they saw us,
how hilarious, not -.-

We even bus-ed to NP w Mdm Goh,
Shopped shopped awhile w 天线宝宝, rushed home and prepare for thai class,

*Saw Lian Jie+ Beneo+ Daimin+Clinton @ yishun MRT
Said Happy CNY- then goodbyes. LOL!*
PS: At last blur till forget to shake hand w C's gf. LOL.

didnt really pay attention today, felt guilty X:
But was not feeling too well the whole time, head was spinning and spinning.
But dont go like a bit waste money, at least head spinning still can absorb up to 60%
Better than nothing(:

Right, still not feeling very well, better go catch some sleep. Nites.

I'm going to bangkok-!!!!!

2010-02-11T06:53:00.000-08:00

* i know this is a super unglam pic, but this is the most related pic i hav in my phone now*

Yeps, u read it rite!
Due to the reason;
!!!! IM GOING TO BANGKOK !!!!
I cant use my com, lols!
Though this year is like not so into mood as compared to last year,
But to follow up to every year's frantic comments of:
!!! IM FLYING OFF IN LESS THAN 10 HRS !!!

So that i can laugh my head off when i happen to read it years later.

To people reading my blog,
GONG XI FA CAI!

{Edited- Using the free internet in the airport}

Trying to update as much as possible,

coz u noe, there's a dumbass timer on the com that shuts ur com off.

which I currently have about 8 mins,

So, regarding yesterday,

didnt know whether it was the goo goo gaga excitement,

or simply in a crude way, my body's clock is screwed.

Due to the late nights everyday.
I didnt sleep a wink, wasted my time play GAMEBOY COLOR

and listening to YES933's oldies.

God bless me.

Bless me not to be heartbroken,

In a way, see the person I need to see.

Bless me to have enough time to shop(L),

Last of all, Bless me and my family to be all happy and safe during this entire trip(:

Again, wishing all,

GONG XI FA CAI

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

By this time, I'm only left w. 2 mins -.-

2010-02-02T07:03:00.000-08:00

Hi people!

Happy, contented. Spent another careless, freedom day w tian xian bao bao(L).
Super contented. Seriously!

I mean it's N times we had so much fun!
We shopped around causeway point, walked all over in the pasah malam,
even went to RP just to calculate how long it exactly takes to get there,
coz we dun wan late for sch, huh?
And even eat there. LOLS!
After all these crap, all I wan to say is,
I had fun. That simple! HAHA!
*U just wasted one minute reading the details, when U can just know the main point in a second! HAHA! Taught by little book of twitter! HAHA!*

Btw, we finally got mao's present.

*I enlargen the words so as to grab ur attention
because txbb just told me my blog looks too wordy to be noticed due to the plain appearance, compared to the previous one. So it's the only thing I can do to make U notice! ^^ Heehees!*

Yep, finally. We got her a present, after hearing the same nagging over and over again
of her not getting her present. HAHA.
Guess it's not something very ex, but it will be something special.
Hopefully. Of course.
But of course, since I have alr got ur attention to let u noe that she's gonna have a present...
I'm not telling what is it.
Cause there's a very high chance of her reading this very paragraph due to the striking sentence on the top.
So, AmeliaGFT, if u're reading this.
HAHA.
Life's a piece of shit, and I'm still awesome! AHAHAHA!

I have also got a perfect idea for tian xian bao bao's birthday alr! HAHA!
But I'm a cheapo person. So, dun think too much huh?
Just hope she likes it(:

2010-02-01T01:35:00.000-08:00

OMG!!!
I cant believe my eyes!
I mean like, if u noe me well enough personally,
U would have heard me whine about this vietnam guy, Wanbi
and that I have made a vid to show the similarities.
Not to critize but just to show my happiness.
&& Guess what, I have been surfing youtube as normally as I would normally.
And I saw my video favourited on JJ's youtube profile!

OMG! It's like an approval to my unhappiness from JJ.
Sorry if this post sounds abit dumb.
I'm outta my mind.
Never imagine that JJ would actually see a video of mine,
and favourited it.
after letting my video rot for so long.

The current Shermaine is a tired Shermaine.

2010-01-31T23:35:00.000-08:00

Hello Earthings/passers-by.
Welcome to my blog again.
How's life going to all of you?
For Shermaine had a tired say today,
Thks to her fairy god like mother(: Tyvm.
She had a job vacancy to fill up.
Just perfect NOT!
She gad to cancel a friend outing unwillingly, yet willingly just so that she can make her fairy god like mother happy.
And in a way, make her life a little more better.
You know i dont really like nagging?
I mean all of u hate it too right?
No matter in whatever form.

But it?s like damn like damn crap la.
I mean like i havent started working,
but yet I'm alr like dozing off the chair while listening music. Lols.
The rest of the day just drifted past till i end work.

But that's the way life works isnt it?
Piece of shit. Hahaha.

Ps: went to chinatown, but still didnt get my bakwa!!!

Ps/s: shermaine has composed part of this msg using her hp's sms's function coz the wi-fi at her work place cant work. Lols.

Ps/s/s: she's still listening to show luo's luo sheng men, i must say, this new album of his is not bad! Haha!

Ps/s/s/s: looking forward to tmr,
Coz mei is going to camp!
Haha. Wish i was the one going...
Jalan bertera sia. Make me think of sec 3 camp.
I must say. I miss CCHY! Hahaha.

How dumb can I be?

2010-01-28T11:16:00.001-08:00

Seriously, how dumb can i be?

It's seriously true that when u wan some thing so much,
u will try all ways to get it.
But when it becomes a part of ur life,
U take it as a normal thing, soon after the happiness fades off.
Surplus when other temptations sip in.
U get blinded, ungrateful.
Bloody shit.

Going to bed soon, it's alr 3.30 in the morning.
Hope that i can still stick to txbb no matter wad.

-{Edit of what I wanted to blog, as i promised on twitter}-

Rite. Was pretty busy this few days.
Coz it's like on tuesday,
went to bugis to walk walk,
help mao find a decently small bag.
walking in bugis seriously made me feel like im in bangkok.
Even some of the things there, have thailand price tag. LOL.
but the difference is like, u understand what the person is speaking,
coz u're still in singapore. haha.

Then next, hanged out at bugis junction and kinokunia.
(Hope that I didnt spell it wrongly. haha.)
and I finally bought a thai guide book! Yes!

Then on wednesday, it's like the release of the posting results.
I got woken up like before 8 am,
by my dearest 母亲大人
coz I went in to BIOMEDICAL!!!!!!
It's like a miracle.
Coz like many ppl didnt 看好我会被入取
but at last I am!!!
and so, my happy day started. Lol.
Hanged out @ Simlim like the whole day,
wells, doing all sorts of stuff that I need to do.
Finally got my mp3 speakers. Love it to the max!
Was super tired to the max too~

&& Thks to my dearest fairygod like mother!
I dont have to pay a single cent back coz i went in to biomedical!
THANKS MOMMY!

fucking irritated day.

2010-01-21T09:54:00.000-08:00

If you saw my twitter update on the top of this post, you would know
I'm not in a very good mood, tyvm.

Ignored, ignored, ignored.
I have typed this word many times and sweared to never let it affect me again,
but again and again, I still get hit by it from time to time.
It's reakky fucking irritating to be treated like that. It's like ur kindness/affection gets treated like dog poo out on the streets.

Cool down, shermaine. Chill.
Look on the bright side of life, even if it's a piece of shit.

Shermaine once again led a boring life today.
Got nagged, got pissed, got moody, got emo. Lol.
The only difference; I got to go out due to my weekly thai language class(:
Learned much more today,
God, even my notes are advancing,
There are no more english translations):

Ps: some people are seriously pain in the ass.

Ps/s: I'm getting redder. If u noe what i meant. Lols.
If not just shuddup. I dont need ur comments.

I dont think I was that awesome today & that life's a piece of shit. A really big piece.

2010-01-19T07:52:00.000-08:00

Damn, my sister's account on my com is failing me.

Seriously, due to mom's request, I cant really use the net,
(the net is also seriously at a 慢到不行status.)
Even the photoshop brushes are unavailable on her acc when I wan to edit a decent avi on CR
Feel so useless and timeless now.
Going to bed soon.

Didnt do much things today again.
I'm seriously wasting my life away this holiday.

Wells, at least, I spent 5hrs editing mao's blogskin.
Wonder why, after having mental block for so long in everything I do,
I finally have inspirations.

Here's a preview anyway.
(More @ www.aiilema-iislandd.blogspot.com); free publicity!

Tell me how u think anyway, no in a very good mood nw anyway.

Going to check whether my brush works on my acc. .

Byekzyth, Always look on the bright side of life and you know, I'm awesome!

Shermaine had a very vivid nightmare.

2010-01-18T07:50:00.000-08:00

9more days to another cold reality.

Quote of the day.
"The environment we live in will always force a person to put on masks that even yourself will hate."

No particular reason for putting up this phrase just find it very true.
Whatever.

Anyways, life started early today for me. Super early.
不是因为我乖，是因为我做恶梦。 /:
So creepy. -.-
搞得我都睡不着了。
Plus, since it's early in the morning,
there's not much dramas that appeals to me.
Therefore, as a current stay-home computer geek,
I on-ed com to entertain myself.
Twittered all way. Heeehhees(:
I'm falling more and more for twitter(L)
Not forgetting, my drama; 斗牛要不要．
The two male leads seriously very shuai sia! 帅帅帅！

And that seriously helps me in forgetting that nightmare.
Also made me felt nostalgic all over again):
**wonders why does she always have that feeling when Shermaine wakes up damn early**

But I slept again on mom's bed all over again as soon as I finished the ep,
& only woke up around 3.30.
Wonder how I'm going to fall asleep properly again tonight.
*prays hard that I wont get any nightmare, and I'm serious*

Alright(: !
Other than that, I finally arranged the playlist in my MP3 and handphone,
which I had been wanting to do it since days(:
*I'm a procrastinator(: *
Plus, Mummy finally promised me to get me a new MP3 (L) yeah!

Going to watch one ep of any of the dramas I'm watching, and maybe hit the books or revise my thai.
You know I always fall asleep super duper fast into a long nong coma rite after reading late into the nite(:

PS: I think the side icon on my bs is seriously becoming a mood indicator of what I'm facing right now(: Heehheees!

byezkxyths, people(:
Look on the bright side of life, people & u know I'm awesome people!

2010-01-17T08:44:00.000-08:00

Yes, today my post starts with this cute icon,
Wells, not really larhhs,
it starts w. I'm so AWESOME!

yes, currently, this is the second phase I'm falling in love with :3
Apart of life's a piece of shit(:

Anyways, found a cute pic online while trying to find some banner for mao :3

Nothing basically happened today in my life,
(only twitted alot and of course update my dead and smelly facebook(: ;
of course drank loads of water! Keep getting painful sore throat in the morning.)
and nope, I didnt watch any of my dramas):
I will tomorrow!

{Edited after going to bed(: ; using my e71}

Wells, maybe i did do something,
Spent half of the day making mao's bs.
Spent time finding loads on the net,
but none matched our citeria.
Meaning to say, cute enuff, pefect enuff or to say editable friendly.
And guess what we ended using my current bs, but a different feel.
Sort of like a twinnie bloggie(:

Which hers, now starts w.
Have a break, w. my strawberry cake.
Rythmes rite. Also v. cute, at least to me?

Wells, though our twinnie time is seriously coming towards an end.
{End of edit (L)}

Good nite people, before i get caught and not nagged, but scolded.

Finally, previews of my icons.

2010-01-16T08:33:00.000-08:00

Hello the people that reads my blog!
Life has been eventfully well for me.
Simply because may things took place this week.

1. Getting to know my O lvl results.
(Scored not very well, failed a particular extreme unexpected subject)

2. Submiting of JAE choices.
(Not an easy task if u have done it before, imagine selecting 12 choices)

3. Going to the second lesson of thai.
(Cool, our naggy teacher finally turned fast, completed many vocabs in just one hour!
and of course, I finally revised(: )

4. Outing w. tian xian bao bao.
(Wells, particularly to say, she's most hopefully hopeful that I would be staying in contact w.
& I'm lovin' that. Really hope that she gets into the same course as me(: )

5. My first attempt in trying to make some icons.
(I have been always wondering why people make icons for, as they are like always so small and stuff, but now, (due to my bored schedule) when I finally tried,
I finally understand the fun of making them(: )

Gonna post them up soon enuff when I think I have finished enuff in quantity.
but,here's some preview(:
Heehees, U noe I mainly belong to the ~~dark~~ and ~~negetive~~ side,
but i did made some cheerful ones!
Tell me if they look bad.
Always look on the bright side of life, dude!

It's my life.

2010-01-13T11:27:00.000-08:00

Say I good life or what, haha.
I have been soaking on dramas the whole day.
Yes, the whole day. Be jealous. LOLS.

Dou niu yao bu yao in the morning,
and love beyond frontier 2 at nite!
**Finally lived one day according to how I have planned before my Os ended. **

Nothing much to blog seriously as, I have already said, I watched dramas all day long.
okay, maybe one, MIKE HE's hawt! (L)
I dunno why,but everytime I see him in dou niu yao bu yao,
I feel he feels a bit like Edward Cullen.
The chinese version that is.
* if any twilight fans storm pass and decides to chiang xia, go ahead *

Wells, besides my boring schedule today,
surprisingly, she finally called me.
But also due to some issues she had on her mind due to posting.
I'm out of her league now, and I noe our frenship's gonna end soon,
due to us having to step into another stage of our lives.
I'm happy to noe you. Goodbye. Whatsoever.

PS: I dunno it's me or what, but I feel I'm seriously thinking too much at times.
Too negetive too.
Like Sand said, I should really look more on the brighter side of life.

PS/S: It's fun tweetering with Lihui (L)

PS/S/S: Time flies, I'm having another thai class tmr. Gosh.
I havent practiced much yet):

2010-01-11T05:32:00.000-08:00

I think those who know me well enough,
you would know that I have been crapping about my "life's a piece of shit" theory.

But now, all I can say is, I'm really landed in big shit now.
Why must that subject fail out of the others?

I know I shouldnt be looking on the dark side of life,
and should be happy for whatever comes my way.
But I just cant. I really cant.
I just cant think of a further w/o a cert,

I have no mood to blog le, byexkyth.

2010-01-10T19:53:00.000-08:00

Fcuking nervous now!

Dont ask me why I'm blogging not sleeping.

I just cant fall asleep.

The feeling is like much greater than what I have felt when I saw JJ for the very first time.

I know this kind of nervousness cant be compared with that,

as this regards to my furture. /:

*wonders what's my reaction later*

God please bless me.

Finally, a new blogskin! <3

2010-01-10T09:51:00.000-08:00

If you have eyes, you should have already spotted the differences.

Wells, whatever, it's not really my style or whatsoever,
I'm just tired of all the drama in the world,
and just want to tune down for a bit,
which includes my previous skin, which I now look back is too loud and unpersonal.
I know I will get sick of it really soon,
all these plain, simplicity.
but just make it worth while(:

Getting my results in a few hours,
Dunno what to say,
time seriously passes too fast, way too fast.

Remembering the time I was just free from that big O,
enjoying my life to it fullest potential.
After which, not so long after,
the poly open house's pamphlets start spamming into ur letterbox,
and soon, it was the real open house.
Which to me equals to a few more last sessions of having to hang out with your clique as a secondary school student.

Now this is it, the moment that I have been waiting for from sec 1.
DAMMIT!

PS: The poly open house goodie bags are seriously taking too much of my space.

2010-01-08T20:31:00.000-08:00

Let it be, cant find any more relevant pic to this post,

and just got reminded that I couldnt watch LBF2 for so many days due to the open house!

Golf & MIKE!!!!

I'm gonna be late for my date.

But I'm still here blogging, cool or what?!

Anyways, just a quick update.

Went to 2 polys so far again.

Singapore poly and Nanyang poly.

Statics so far (L);

(L) Spore poly's Com engineering,

(L) NYP's Biomedical Sciences

* Wonder how she's gonna feel up all 12 choices*

*Hope her score can be good enough!*

Reality gonna hit me in 2 more days!!!!

PS: Hope I dont get demoralised once again when I go to RP again!

I'm not gonna listen to UUUUU!!!

2010-01-06T10:27:00.000-08:00

Seriously, do you think this pic gives you a wierd feeling down your spines?
No right?

Well, at least I think otherwise, if anyone reads this tell me whether I'm abnormal to not feel anything okays!
Tell me whether it's normal for me to think tat's he's hot...

Hello world, if ure following me on twitter,
you should noe that I'm in a damn good mood now :D
Hahaha. Coz being ignored by someone so many countless pissing times,
he finally replied! Thks god for that!
Haharhhs, I noe it's not any big deal anyway...
But it just felt great talking to him all over again.
I also dunno why, it's just quite comforting and fun.
Maybe it's because he's one of the longest childhood fren that's still in contact w me.
So we can talk about anything. ANYTHING.

It's good to be cheered up.
I really hope to chat with him again(:
His my new Mr Joker(:
ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE (L)

PS: I hope to see him this time round during chinese new year.

PS/S: He seriously made me regret picking up thai.
I should have picked up japan instead!!!!!

PS/S/S: Somemore my thai class starts tomorrow!!!! Hummmpphhhs!

PS/S/S/S: The days counting down to the release of my O lvl results are hard to go by.

PS/S/S/S/S: Going out with all my dar dar tmr,
going for a bath and going to bed~

PS/S/S/S/S/S: The sudden growing rashes are getting more and more itchy.

2010-01-03T20:31:00.000-08:00

Been feeling nostalgia the whole day,
since the moment I stuck a toothbrush in my mouth,
t0 eating my breakfast pancake in that khatib mac that used to share the many memories of us.

To think i used to hate sch to the max,
giving me all those stress and problems,

giving me all the breakdowns when I dont need them.
but now, I really miss it,
the fun and the moments that took my breath away.

I miss every bit of it, from the demanding requirements of teachers,
to the sucky canteen food I have eaten for 5 years.

And the way I have been trying to tie my hair.
With that stupid center parting.
But it's a part and parcel of growing up I guess.

I miss every bit more and more obvious even when I start arranging my external hard disk.
Seeing all the photos that I have taken with them,
makes me think of the dumb things we have done together.
Looking at the twinnie vid and the JSTV completed segment really makes me feel...
nostalgia... i guess.

For the few things I think I would miss the most would be JSTV
and of course my grad nite(:

I think I would also miss their laughters...

Even till now, while worrying my results,
I'm still trying very hard to maintain that friendship I have built with them all these while,
I noe it would be hard,
having to split into our different paths.

But I will try. Promise.

PS: I have been reading up people's new year resolutions,
I wonder if it works, but I'm counting my lucky stars and hope it really works.

1.Pls let my O lvl results L1R4 be lesser than 19.
(hope I'm not too greedy; have been quarreling too much w my parents about my future, giving me this score would give me a better hope)

2.God, just bless me and my family to have a smooth year ahead;

3. Bless my parents better business ahead.
That's all I hope... Serious.

2009-12-30T20:13:00.000-08:00

Hello world, just got woken up by my sister's chain screams when she heard we're going to wild wild wet.

God bless me.

Okays, I have been saying this all over the net.

Twitter to facebook, now blog. Haha!

I know I'm slow, but I have to say.

I finally joined twitter after so much of nagging from many.

HAHA!

Got nothing much to blog about anyway.

Going to Wild wild wet soon.

PS: I dreamt about (L) yesterday night,

the dream was so vivid, yet so disappointing,

when I woke up into the boring reality.

PS/S: I didnt had insomia last night after hitting on my books till 3a.m.

{Though im slow again, I finally found twilight nice(L)}

Of course it includes on my exhaustion of gyming for nearly 2 hrs in a row.

but it really made me felt good(L)

It's good to sweat it all out like that(L)

PS/S/S: I'm using too much (L) in this post man!

2009-12-25T00:01:00.000-08:00

Merry Xmas People!

Currenting spending my first few hours of Xmas in my mother's fren's house,
GLEAMING AT DEAR JJ !
Call me lucky!
PS: I really am, maybe just for today,
I didnt sprain my ankle despite multiple ankle spraining falls.

I finally can log in! YES!

Wells, if you people know me well enough,
you should probably noe that I'm a hardcore big blur sotong by nature which lose things easily.
Due to the O, I tried to avoid seeing JJ at all cost,
you know how easily I get distracted by JJ huh?
**DIMPLE!!!!! okays, joking...**

And so, I didnt log in to all the JJ fansites for a couple of months I guess,
and when I was free from the big O,
It was under maintainance, and so, cookie of keeping you logged in are all erased,
so when it's like done, and ready for log in,
I FORGET MY PASSCODES!
Cool rite?
And I cant log in no matter wad...
Till i was about to create another acc,

But MIRACLES do happen,
haharhhs, after all this crapping,
here's the main point, I was bored @ my mother's fren house,
and the passcodes just popped out of my head,
and that's why you get to see the latest JJ on the top of the post!
LOLS!
**DIMPLEEEEEE**

Anyways, Cheers!
Merry Xmas 2009!^^

PS: Tian Xian Bao Bao is the best!
Hai Mian Bao Bao will always love you!

PS/S: Just found this"perfect news" from LiHui!!!!
100days w JJ freebies of JJ party4 and xie zhen only comes in the first batch of CDs
and I cant buy it till after xmas!
I cant wait!!! G.D.S!

这一种加油人人都需要

2009-12-21T07:22:00.000-08:00

Itouch! Itouch! Itouch! Itouch!

imagine having a 18gb ipod!!!
OMG! I can put all the songs that I love!!!
And seeing that big screen.
Saying about music,
Baobeiix JJ's 7th album is finally out!
I seriously want it! It's like OMG!
But it's like I cant really get it near my place,
The CD outlets in my area closed down. KBVXYZ^&**&*!

Plus, since there is no sch now = no pocket money
also = no income, only output = no money
= cannot really buy JJ's new album.

Going to check out CDrama real soon,
coz i dont think i really can hold much longer.

ANYWAY X3
I'm finally back to add some colours to my blog,
to prove that I have not forgotten it,
but seriously,
dont you people out there think that there are seriously nothing to blog nowadays?
okays, maybe it's just for my case.
wells, I have been attending pre-xmas functions,
but hav not felt any xmas mood yet even till now.
Sad case rite? :X

Oh, did I mention that, I'm becoming more of a geek than I was when I'm having my O lvls.
Sighs, it's a bit crappy,
but I have been editing pictures to design xmas cards for my cuz
for consecutively 3 days,
to catch up with the pre xmas party they held yesterday.

It did turned out better than what I expected.
And i was contented just by the few encouragements of the adults there when they saw it.
But it was enough... [;

PS: I finally changed my blog song! Hope you people like it as much as I do X3
JJ ishh the best! Wahahaa!
*I'm humming to it right now~ 这一种加油人人都需要~*

PS/S: Ｉ need a new blogskin! Argghhhh!

One of the "best" days of my life! Bullshit!

2009-12-05T04:58:00.000-08:00

I hav had enough!
Seriously people, I have had enough of those people with no common sense!
It's like a like some scientist wanted to borrow their brains
and had forgotten to return it to them on time.
SERIOUSLY?
Why do they all choose to piss me off on these very day?

1st Candidate
It's not like I always love to mention names. TYVM.
Is just that wont she just give up?!
and stop pissing me off, again and again?!
Get a life girl. I believe nothing but hardcore evidence.
I have met many Jasmine(s) in my life
You're seriously the worst one I have met. TYVM.
What's w. the attitude if U are like obviously lying in the first place.
Stop pissing people off when u seriously is bored and wan some company.

2nd Candidate
*For this, I would like to not mention her name,
but if u noe me well enough, you should be able to smell ur way thru*

Wells, firstly, why do she always want things to have it her way.
It's not as if she's the queen or something.
为什么人的人每一次都是我？
It's not like I have done anything wrong.
Sometimes, people let things ur way is because people wans to maintain a well relationship w u.
But seriously, you give people the feeling that you are actually just a person who 过河拆桥.
U are often neglected by ur clique, even looked down on,
have you ever thought why?
You may be more popular in sch than me due to various reasons,
But to me sometimes, you are just empty inside.

Saying of being looked down, who are the ones that stood by you?
who are the ones that 帮你出头when you are verbally bullied.
Touch ur heart and ask that qn.

You have always said that you have ur reasons not agreeing to something ppl requested.
Have you ever thought people have their own 苦衷when they didnt do it like it's suppose to go?

Stop being a fool and think that everything will go away.
Save the ship before the ship abandons U thinking you're a worthless fool for it to carry.
I have finished my piece but I noe u will nv see it.

I would also noe that the anger in this post I showed would just fade away within days.
And soon we are even going to hang out together.
所以说了那么多也是没用的一推垃圾.

2009-12-01T09:40:00.000-08:00

There's a reason for every smile,
There's a reason for every tear,
There's a reason for every worry,
There's a reason for everything.
It's just a normal procedure that we have to go through right?

But why does this procedure seemed so hard to endure every single time?
It seems to get much more complicated that it was the last time I have been through it.
I'm tired, wearing that cheery mask that I have to wear to make others happy.
It's sickening. Having to be looked down everytime.
Especially from those you feel so close.

Waking up into the cold reality just freaks me out.
Everything seemed to be really fast forward-ing.
You may say, I'M A SORE LOSER. I ADMIT.
But dont you feel lost when everything you treasured is about to disappear?
Or even when things you wish with your every last hope dont go your way?

Like people always say, if something/someone comes and blends into ur life.
You would never hope it would change in a way or other.
That includes the sad fact- leaving or changing how you are.
But as I always say, that's parcels of life.
Live in it, and expect it to happen.

Why cant reality be as good as it seemed in the past?
Or maybe in fact as always, what it seemed to be?

I'm sorry if you think you have wasted minutes of life reading this.
But I appreciate ur efforts. Thks.
As here is seriously the only dumpster I can afford to find to absorb my rantings
when I'm having my moodswings; cum emo-ing session.

Again, this post is brought to you by my mobile.
I hav no idea, how it's gonna look on a normal com.
But it's looking fine here w my e71. Haiis.
Batteries are soon die-ing. Bye people.

{Edit- Have alr changed abit of its looks w the com :D}

2009-11-26T12:54:00.000-08:00

I have had fun today.
*nod nod* yes I did.

But the chest pains im having now is really killing me to the max.
Waking up from my sleep...
That sucks w two thumbs up. Damn.
Plus mediacorp playing a show that had just finished playing not too long ago; yi nan wang.
Makes my mood even worse.

Muscle relaxers, pls show ur mights.
Let me go back to sleep,
Dont let me lose that motivation I'm havin now
I hav a goal in mind.
Dont let me lose faith like I always do. *prays*

2009-11-16T09:23:00.000-08:00

I'm already missing the times):
Wearing that cchy uniform.
Doing that killer prelim papers, suffering in that cold air-con hall.
Dont ask me why.
I mean people are like that most of the times.
When they are going through or having something they always did hav,
they take for granted of that.
And they end up grumbling to everything around them):

I'm indeed missing th times when I'm mugging.
And waiting for that moment of freedom...
I really am.

Now that I hav got it. It seems not as great as it seems to be.
As the worst has yet to come.
Challenges and worries awaits ahead.

PS: I had done something really dumb and stupid and that guilt is really taking over me.
However, there's nothing I can do,
but to hope for the best to be blessed upon the one I hav alr hurt.
For God, pls heal her, she's the innocent party here,
suffering due to my immature act.

2009-11-14T09:50:00.000-08:00

CHUBBY BUNNY! (L)
I'M THE CHUBBY BUNNY CHAMP!
*Giving a proud and evil smug*

Wells, I still went for the bbq at last due to some changes here and there.
Like I still went to the venue w Varina.
Thks Girl! *Smiles*

And it was fun!
I didnt regret one bit of it. .
Playing games and eating our hearts out!
Loads of DRAMA~
especially to the part that we just couldnt start the fire for the bbq pit.
And had to end up asking from the neighbouring pit which seemed to have stopped bbq-ing
And they were kind enuff to give us most of theirs...

EXCEPT
The guy even asked us to take a pic as a price or something.
Can feel that the guy must have felt something for Varina or something.
He just gives a wierd glance when I always walk past,
and finally asked one of the times, where was she.
So, if ur inference skill is good enough...
U might end up w the same conclusion.

But, for one more thing.
Pls help me pray that the pic doesnt get on web or edited for anything insane for any matter.
As my fugly face is also inside.

PLUS!
I am not trying to be unsociable or anything.
But they are not people we noe to begin w.
*Just dont think about it too much...*

HA! Wells. Definitely better than last year's,
But many didnt turn up this year.
Plus, Mrs Lee was unwell):
Wells, but everything turned out well, I guess.
Except that it ended a bit too early than I expected,
due to last year's incident that most stayed to play games.

AND THAT ZHONG JI MI MA WAS FUN!

Heys! Extra News!!!!
If u noe me long enough,
you should have known that I was super crazy about man of the house years back right.
With one of the female lead, Jess teong?
She's back!
In a singapore production, xiang wo ni de shou!
HEHEEEHEEE!
Super happy that my deductions are right when I first saw her in the MMV.

But seriously, why is she wearing that ugly wig that makes her look so damn ugly?!
Damn the production crew! _l_ *frowns*

For those who dont really noe her,
and dont noe what she really looks like without the wig.
Here it is...

Dont you just think she's more chio in this manner?

2009-11-13T08:03:00.001-08:00

So much for hiding my smiles behind ur stupid asses!　

This feeling sucks man. It really does.
But what can I do to be stucked in such a situation like this.
Cry till the skies drop? Nice idea.
Being unpopular in everything I can be is already bad enuff.
Not that I'm discontented about my lovely clique(L).
They are the nicest people I have met in my entire life. TYVM.
No doubt, thinking to even go into seperate routes in the future,
that feeling sucks too. I admit I guess.
Even though I'm really pinning my hopes that at least we get into the same institute,
it wont be the same anymore.
Nothing's gonna be the same.

** Why am I having a big mood swing when I have just tasted freedom?!**

I just dunno why I dont always dont like the feeling of leaving.
The sense of unfamiliarity just freaks me out further.
Maybe it's just the sense of insecurity.

I need a shoulder to lean on,
cry in a place where i can really cry out loud.

I'm just having one of another of my mood swings.
Therefore, if people out there have any comments to make it worse,
SHUDDUP!

2009-11-12T08:17:00.000-08:00

Heehee! I'm finally blogging(:
And I'm finally tasting the kind of freedom that I hav nt tasted for yrs!
**Mr Sunshine is gleaming @ me! (Like finally?!)**

AND IT'S GREAT! WOOHOOO!(:
ความเป็นเอกราช !!!

I'm starting all my crapping fooling all over again!
Feeding to my every addictions!
Playing com, reading novels, gleaming at hunks! *blushs*

Playing in timezone, in fact any arcade centers w no fears and burden.
=P Play shooting games till our throat actually croaks.
This is seriously...
爽爆啊！(L)
I'm now enjoy this every moment!(: (L)
With the biggest fugly smile I can ever give!

Would be back w more! (hopefully, soon enuff)
If I dont get to obsess w my dramas(L),
which I think I seriously would.

So Miss Me! (I noe I'm being BHB(: I dont care!)
**Life is full of hope now!**

~I seriously hope it will last...seriously?~

2009-11-02T09:45:00.000-08:00

I know I shouldn't be blogging,
But I think I just couldn't hold it much longer,
After leaving it to die and rot for so long.

For those who are reading.
The generously big O hav been relatively nice to me, nothing major,

nothing scary YET...

Except for that ugly fugly amaths paper, if I hav to say, killed me.
Not to mention the ss paper I didn't complete today.

But I should say, even till now.

I didn't regret one bit turning up for every single paper.

Although some seriously wasted my time...

History paper tomorrow, wish me luck! (:
Death Note is my new addiction x3!

This fugly post is proud got to u by my handphone.
I seriously dont know how it looks like(:

2009-09-28T06:38:00.000-07:00

RAWR! XD
It has since long since i hav updated this blog.
Shall I call, this trashbin of mine.
It has been tiring, i guess,
mock after mock, review after review and tuition after tuition.
NO REST!
Wells, maybe there is... breaks i guess.
Having to eat expensive meals outside.
Draining my parents heard earned money... Just Perfect NOT!
I guess that's the way isnt it? Enjoy th "process" while we still can.

It's since 14 days, since i have checked up anything. YES.
Everything, from emails, facebook to blog.
Even now, with this short slacking period im using now to complain about life,
I'm also using it from the time i have given for myself to glance thru th asknlearn.
Utterly PATHETIC i shall say.
Wells. Get back to work ppl. *No one's reading*
O lvls jus a few crawling days away.

*Shermaine learnt how to do partial fractions today and spent $14 eating XIN WANG!
Dumb or wad!* :D

2009-09-14T06:27:00.000-07:00

Latest picture of Dimmppee~ *He updated his bloggie^^*

Wells, first day of sch! 不知道为什么？对她产生了一种陌生感。
一种生疏感。

It's only been a week, that that unknown tension starts siping into me,
the hot and stuffy sensation that u get in class,
sure to give a faster heartbeat everytime.
I'm not used to anything!!! From tying up of my damn hair,
sticking that thermometer into my mouth.
Even my handwriting looks foregin to me when I'm writing. GOSH!

It's part and parcel of life I guess. I got to survive!!!!!!

2009-09-11T20:23:00.000-07:00

Hi. I'm back. *为什么blog里开始的第一句话都是这句?*
This JJ pic kawaii rite!^^ Hees!
That playful look...
Really miss him from time to time...
After coming back from sch, spent an own hour soaking into JJ's websites...
Geez, I had an entertaining hour! haharhhs,
Meaning to be alr outdated and outcasted abt his news...

Ohhhs! Wadeva!

after being supposedly going to Mrs Lee's house to complete Emaths for the entire week,
I'm TIRED! = Didnt go for it yesterday. *Opps!*

Okays, but I found a good read in th library again! YEP!!

Like finally!?! It's not boring, chim, trying to show off how good a writer th author is,
It's simple but a little wierd... (Th storyline)
But coz i only read like th first 30 pages,
i cant still really tell if this book is a killer like accidental mother...
I still missed that book! Th humour and emotions in it...
*Leading to th incident where i rmb that accidental wife doesnt like w accidental mother! Humpphh!*
And it's my bloody mistake...
Now that I hav to resave th money to buy th correct one... =.=

So much output and so little income!!! God...

2009-08-29T23:19:00.000-07:00

*Dreaming of Minho consoling her, and gives her a comforting hug X3*

Heees, I'm back again.
Due to the upcoming teacher's day, no prelim papers on Monday& Tuesday.
So currently, I admit, I'm slacking.
Wells, but going to do a bit of studies and go on to do my teachers' pressies.
Haiis, due to the teachers' day event coming up soon,
memories of me being kicked out again year after year keeps playing in my mind.
I wonder can I really enjoy my last teachers' day in a sane manner...
*Shakes her head and sigh**

Anyways, th makings of the teachers' day gifts are making me nuts already!

*Mixed Feelings; Sighs again*

2009-08-22T06:57:00.000-07:00

Hees. Smileys(: Cute Junsu again.

Haharhhs, dunno why recently see DongBang pics will hav the urge to post on net.
Maybe because noe that are gg to be soon disband and gone forever,
so it's like till now then noe the importance they have in my life,
like one of my daily dose of insanity.
Without them, mean without another source of entertainment.
Ohhhs! Hope that they wont disband!

Socialstudies and Chinese Prelims2 are so over,
and buang-ed. Seriously?

Sprained my hand, like AGAIN!
Stupid Bulldozer Habit

2009-08-19T06:48:00.000-07:00

Hees. Isnt this pic cute or wad? haharhhs!

Wells, I'm once again back to my little ranting haven.
Heehhs, wells, my chinese results are back(:
No distinction, just a plain B3):
Not very expected though, thought that there would be more constrast on th range.
But since it's already fixed,
so now that i'm given a chance,
i'm seriously thinking whether to give this grade another chance to improve itself...
Arghhhs! Prelims coming in another 2 days time. Gonna go byes!

Sorry it's in a chunk. Just have no mood to colour it
Exams blues are just sipping in(:

PS: 为什么人的语气就是那么惹人厌呢?
结果搞到大家都被误会了。

2009-08-16T20:13:00.000-07:00

Cute pic rite? haharhhs.
Young Junsu & Yunho. Hope that they really dont disband.
Although i think each of them is wonderful,
but I think dong bang really needs each other to shine.

Self proclaimed Hols!
ShammWoohooo!
haharhhs, I noe my blog had been dead ever since the teacher's day auditions.
Dont blame me.
I just have no mood, Okays?
But, today, Shermaine is happy, enjoying her life currently. hees.

so blogging is into the question,
plus blogger is looking fine, like FINALLY?

So here are some updates on my life.

The happy side of life(:

1. I have FINALLY GET TO CHANGE MY HP THEME!
Black(: Like after having it white for as long as im owning it?

2. I got a cute ringtone calling GuJunPyo!

3. Finally painted my ceramic fishy, red and yellow!

The not so happy side of life):
(You can ignore it though if uu dont care)

Though i noe there are really not much ppl who reads it. Here it goes.
Wells, for the first time in my life, i really felt worthless, i really find myself useless.
For everything, my looks/appearance, the things i do, the things i like, my attitude,
my relations w my sis& ppl around me... Nothing i do is right?
Am I really so worthless?
WORTHLESS.

Mental breakdown.

Secondly, Argghhhs.
My headphone sort of cracked!!!
W@D3V@!
It's like much more ex then my phillips headphone
and it gave me probs so much quicker... =.=
OMGoodness!
Luckily there's this invention called super glue... haiix..

Sometimes, i really wonder why some ppl just like to misuse the word
TRUST

2009-08-08T08:38:00.000-07:00

到最后还是我还是不能达到我对翅旁的约定。
这真的就是我生命中其中一个遗憾了。

Wells, if ur inference skill is good enuff,

uu should already guessed the results...

haiix. confronted, and already knew wad was the reason,

but sometimes why cant things be the way it should be?

Why just cant people have a chance?

为什么又是付出了也不一定得到回报呢？

2009-08-04T20:16:00.000-07:00

Okays, I'm back for blogging,
due to this blogger assholic problem that i think still isnt resolved!
Coz im still seeing my post as Html codes?! OMG!
Really feels like escaping to livejournal
But its better than nothing though,
Ohs, wadeva!
Practical Prelims2 coming in 1 hrs time.
Pray for me alrites?

Gonna go prepare to go to schh!

{Edit}

Prelim2 Prac is so GONE & OVER!

... Feeling v sad now over Dong Bang's incident,

now looking @ JJ's pics, wonder whether JJ's turn will soon come.

Not that I want him gone,

but, after rmb-ing wad Anan made me read for her abt JJ changing company...

Heart will really, uu noe... feel for him):

2009-07-24T07:57:00.000-07:00

Muackiies~ haharhhs.
Like his current bright hair. Lols :D

Dont ask me why i havent updated about the RHD.
Ask Blogger.
They are just seriously not trying to solve the problems of the users.
Make no sense, what are they thinking?

Wells, regarding RHD, for all that i can say is that,
I HAD FUN! Wore a costume again, after like...
6 years later...
And guess wad? IT'S PINK!
No joke! PINK! haharhhs!

Thanks Junne!

Therefore, equals to taking many many many pics!
Only that I promised "them" not to disclose it online. LOLS!

PS: I'm starting to hate my sch, dont ask me why.
It really sucks. Really sucks.
They just fark ppl off. Only implies to some cases.

2009-07-14T07:34:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME(:

PS: Thanks for the cake AGAIN.

Heees. Last prelim paper tmr(:

**Clap Clapps!**

Finally bought my July Teenage.

GooJunPyo & YingJiHou inside(:

Damn Shuai can X3

2009-07-08T08:16:00.000-07:00

I noe this is a bit slow, but if i would hav known ur personality earlier,

I would definitely be ur number 1 hardcore fan.

but now it's all too late, isnt it.

There isnt going to be another you.

Rest In Peace, A king that no one will forget.

You're really not alone.

Wells. No time to be sad about. Emaths paper 1 tmr,

gonna study my formulas. Byes.

2009-06-27T10:31:00.000-07:00

(Old pic of JJ again... 2nd time! haharhhs!)

[for the same reason]

*Studied w Chinwon today.
School opening in 2 damn days. Gonna Be HELL.

Haiis, today, heard a duet song on Yes 933,
Dunno whether it's JJ's song or not !!!! Cause that time is like very noisy but it's like...
If anyone listen to Yes 933 during 10 30 to 11 30 pm.
Pls leave me a tag! KAES!!!!
(thinking of LiHui suddenly X:)

Hais, multi-tasking.
1. Finding for that song!
(Leaving comments, google-ing, youtube-ing)

2. Listening to a recorded version of JJ on air.
(fans so lucky!!!! HAHARHHS! JJ!!! I miss you!)

3. Rearranging of Hard Drive.
(So messy larhhs!!! AIYO!)

4. Doing some coursework.
(Dunno when then finish! 30th! DEADLINE! ** CHIONG ARHHS!**)

2009-06-20T04:03:00.000-07:00

Hihi! ^^

teehhees, surprised to see such an old pic of JJ lin?
haharhhs, so long nv see that blurr look of his lerhhs.

是有一点想念。

wells, sis asked me to exchange com w her, and damn,
I had to reload my boys before flowers. haiis.
Didnt want to study, and sis complained that com was lag
SPRING CLEAN! (:
cleared up the data in com to exeternal drive,
arrange the "DUMPSTER" exerternal drive,
uu noe, Shermaine isnt a very neat person, U know?
wells, found a lot and I really mean A LOT!
of old pics, songs and stuff that I nv touched for ages!
haharhhs ^^
including those from the past when i was SUPER crazy abt Msia drama.
Like Jess, Eunice, William, Wayne and etc. LOADS!
now that they are no longer appealing to me.

I seriously feel like deleting them, but when I was gg,
my heart sort of ached... my efforts and my passion in the past...
where have they gone?

为什么要狠也狠不下心来？
When they are like jus a past chapter of my life?

2009-06-14T06:46:00.000-07:00

Dont you think this picture looks kinda cute? :X

Hi people! Here to revive my little bloggie.
haharhhs! wells, happie to say that the CEP is
FINALLY OVER! haharhhs.
However, Shermaine is happie NOT!
coz still hab to go back to schh though,
which is kinda sick.
RAWRRR! No hols at all!
WTH!!!!

wells, slacked the whole day today surfing the net,
watching BOF, GU JUN PYO!

(Dont you think that Hyun Joong looks cute in specs?
ohhh~~~! )

*basically rotting(:
but wadeva!
I think i deserved this! studied w CW the whole evening!
(happy; that I can sustain the whole day)

**lost my wallet X: ; found it back though**
But, yarhhs. pretty not happy abt it.
PLAIN SCATTER BRAIN!

Thks CW for cheering me up when I was feeling low.

"yue man yue mei li" RAWKS OK? good luck for ur mother of maths!

*Shermaine wonders how her model & fish is doing in sch,
all alone in the dark, scary art room. AHHHHHH!*

PS: Shermaine has watched too much drama herself,
she is becoming a bit too drama herself too.

Oh yes! Just had my tiramisu. So comforting! haharhhs.

*and not to mention, FATTENING! opps :X

Btw, MY DESKTOP & MSN IS SO VINTAGE!!!!! RAWRRRS!
*dont you think they look like vintage vampires, so nice~

2009-05-26T06:03:00.000-07:00

LeeMinHo(:

My only entertainment, stalking them thru the net.

Whatever. Didnt go to tuition today,
figured that i would better stay home to do some revision & my SS hw.
wells. HECTIC. But it's alright it's ok? Rite Ashley?
That's the Attitude :D

Whatever. Wells, had a Super Long briefing after recess today,
regarding loads and loads of stuffs, ii cant rmb wad is it abt too.
most of it regarding wad we should and shouldnt do during O lvls coming this monday.
wells, my PENCIL CASE is exploding! GOSH!
sort of like most of the things are like exploding?
wells, actually only my file and my pencil case though XD
but since i hab extented it to a ring file, shouldnt be much of a prob now.
Only MY DEAR PENCIL CASE LERHHS,
dunno should i upgrade it to those semi translucent kind with super big storage kind
so even if ii like put all my maths stuff it still at least fits the bill. hmmm.

THINKING IN PROCESS...

2009-05-24T05:55:00.000-07:00

Haha. JJ Lin in shorts!
RARE TO SEE HEHH!
saying abt my bloody coursework, ii havent even finish with it?!
OMG.
haiix, feel so guilty to have still a whole chunk of it left undone
just because i wan to chiong BOYS OVER FLOWERS,
SUPER NICE CAN ?
you guys got time also must watch...

JU JUN PYO URE MY CANDY PIE!

PS: Back to coursework. (Maybe, BBF; opps :S)

2009-05-23T02:16:00.000-07:00

LimJunJie, GET WELL SOON! U HEAR ME?!

It's hurts to see uu like that even though ii dont show it.

REST REST REST !

siann. Life is seriously bored.
Read if uu wann. ohwadeva.

Thursday

Got a half day from school due to SYF,

basically no lessons or wadsoever, just had a motivational talk again

the follow-up, saw coach Elgin again.

Reminded us a bit here and there.

wells, got released from schh @ 10.30

and went to SSC w clique.

HAHAHRHH! RAWRRS!!!!

ate chicken rice(that taste really bland)

bought a ring file and some cue cards.

Going to DECO IT!!! haharhhs!
and HOME SWWEEET HOMMMEEEE!

haharhhs.

OH YEAH! GOT MY DEEP RED PSP TOOO!

SUPPERRRR DUPPPERRR COOL MAN!

CHIO TO THE MAX!

SHAMMMMM WOOO HHOOOOOO!

Friday

Wells. Sports Carnival? Wadeva, a serious time waster i should say.

Although it's like ii noe our teachers like spent loads of effort in it.

but it seriously sucks.

We jus slacked near the LT and got soaked in smelly sweat for the entire event.

Coz it's like ppl there keep moving us away when there are events for us to watch?

DUHHHH? Bad timing?

But the console is that 5B came in third...

WOOHOOO! haharhhs.

But the dumbest thing is like for tug of war,

we won even though we jus touched and wore the GLOVES!

coz it's like our opponent didnt even turn up... siann.

After that it's like still hab oral,

and in my opinion I did it BADLY :X
HUMMMPPPHHHH!

Went out w LT after that. THKS GIRL!

That's all folks! Going to do my F&N.

The current devil in my life? Haha.

2009-05-06T06:47:00.000-07:00

Hi people! haharhhs!

The wheather is pretty bad these few days rite?

I'm so hot now!!!! ARGGHHHS!
but anyways, I'm PROUD not to announce

that my 4th tube of pen is gg to heaven!

LOOOK! OMG, five months, 4 BRAND BEW tubes of pen,

how smart and wasteful can study get?

Of course; that is if uu write something as full as this like everyday x3!

imagine, Mrs Lee, School's hw, essays, hw blahh blahh blahh!

HOW BORING ><

Anyways sor of regretted that ii bought this stack of post it from DAISO.
HAIIS! sticky sticky derhhs.

{shall update again nest time, parents arent in a v good mood for me to blog! bb}

2009-05-05T02:39:00.000-07:00

Sometimes just feel like giving you up;

Sometimes, just hope to runaway;

Sometimes, I just hope i have the courage

to give you the attitude that you really deserve.

But is'nt it too late now,

There is nothing i can do to help but to stay in this strangle

and continue to struggle as i can.

It's really cries in the distance that no one can hear,

而我唯一能希望的就是竟快逃出你的魔掌。
我一定要坚持下去，跌倒了就要快点忍痛爬起来。

2009-05-04T03:51:00.000-07:00

Hi, people!
THIS BLOG IS DEAD!
ii noe, teehhees!
feeling a bit sick, but still alrite ii think,
not having a fever or something, OF COURSE!
ni swine or something, no isolation! haharhhs.
Jus finish watching 百万大歌星
林俊杰好Q哦!

周定纬其实也不错，还蛮可爱的。
ii like,haharhhs.

i need some comfort food? haharhhs.
I need ShamWOOHOO! not the shamwoohoo, but the
ShamWooHoo!

See this too understand.

2009-04-17T08:55:00.000-07:00

Im tired, pissed but motivated(i think)
hope it can last like a 2.4 km run,
not a 100m sprint.

2009-04-14T19:47:00.000-07:00

Good Morning People(:

haharhhs. taking this time to blog.

Super energetic today, slept till ii wake up naturally

so IM HAPPIE(: to begin w,

(not to say listening to KPOP early in the morning)

however, having my SPA later!!!! ARGGHHHS!

Hope the paper wont be so hard later.

PLEASE DONT BE TOO DIFFICULT FOR ME!

2009-04-11T07:54:00.000-07:00

A DAMN RANDON POST!!!!
after not blogging for so long, like duhh.

MY HOT PINK BOTTLE DIEDDD!!!! (sort of)

The top of its head like started leaking...humphhs.
mummie will miss uu T.T LOL.
wells it's a memorial for it.ii had it replaced,
but somehow the new one has also cracked today. haiis.

but im not gg to do a memorial post for it as this one,
not so emotionally attached to it yet.
jus feel a bit wasted coz it's like it's less than 1 wk old.

anyways, SUPER TIRED TODAY!
andd Shermaine officially declares her panda eyes are now
SUPER BLACKKKKKKKK !
ii mean serious! it's like damn black jus like a panda although liting says otherwise.
hmmmm, sobs(im deprived from sleep! RAWRRS!)

but, me and mao got nuts again. (during SS somemore)
doing stupid things again. As usual.

ilovelimjunjie.

i repeat... ilovelimjunjie

(that's not my hand) haharhhs.

PS: Mdm Ng has officially gone missing in my world for 2 entire days!

WATCH THIS ! it's damn funny.

2009-04-02T23:24:00.000-07:00

Pissed by th ugly truth,
真的是好人没好报。
RAWRRRRRRRS !

2009-03-31T02:37:00.000-07:00

Yorhhs. I'm so back into blogging into this dead blog not.
(actually i dunno wad im saying XP bleahhs)

recent life have been DEAD, yes, uu heard it right...
DEAD!

GOD! i dunno wad to say,
life after the hols hav definitely been hectic especially w th help of F&N
wells, cant be blamed, hab been thinking to drop,
but ii dun wan to gif up so easily yet, afterall, ii hab almost go over th toughest part of CW
but needing to skip my sleep for that?
ohh whatever.

let's just skip that, the motivation that i got from the talk was long used up,

(coaches whu happen to see this, dont handam me kaes?

ii noe uu all put a lot of effort to that talk)

and there's no top up from anywhere,
no JJ(definitely, coz mom nv likes me in supporting him),
no parents' support(like duhh, they think that im jus not trying hard enuff),
no teacher's praises(wait a mil yrs for that, proven again in this parent's meeting)
most importantly, myself.

i really feel wear out to the max, ii need a break,
but time is not by my side, im soon going to hav my chi prelims,
then the others will step in, will i suceed?
that's a question i see no answer in it.
it's a
?

the truth is terrible, i cant take it.
anyone who sees this, please!?!
motivate me. dont let me sink any further.
besides, after this i dunno when will i hab the mood to post again.

Ps: this post is done by a dead person,
colors will not be highlighted,
wan to read, read, if not, whuu cares?
im dead, my blog is dead.

Ps/s: ii did relax a lil' though, Thks ting.

2009-03-21T06:23:00.001-07:00

have i really lost

th interest and passion

to wad i have once loved?

2009-03-19T04:22:00.000-07:00

Yes! 1st goal for my father to buy me

KINDERJOY
is finally fulfilled.

1 goal down and more to go....
wahahahaharhhhs!

apart from kinderjoy, shermaine was on a tibit shopping spree the yst.
so shiok larhhs, imagine using $70+ to buy ur tibits,
including chocolates and stuff... *nod nod*
(it's that shiok)
ate some today, which includes kinderjoy and
COFFEEBEAN CHOCOLATES!

ate all these while watching drama(to get her & love or bread), good life or wad?
haharhhs. gg to take a nice bath now and
MUGGING TILL ii dunno

PS: joe is damn sissy and jerk in th show. WTMF?

2009-03-17T18:58:00.000-07:00

DIMMMPPPEEEES(:
(heart melts !)
if uu notice, he's wearing the same purple jacket as he is during Vday...
heeehheees! he always look so cute wearing this...
ii jus hope he will wear in this manner one day

standing in front of me smiling w his DIMPLES
(that would be a nice dream)
Hmmmm. Enough dreaming though,

nothing much to say though.

but... i went to the YJC carnival last sat.
it was fun.. haharhhs. "FUN".
wells, went w Varina, Chinwon and Meii.

it's kinda lame actually...

went there, eat mashmallows.

walk walk around
saw this cute promo thing waving its hand...
take pic.
buy somemore mashmallows.

went to make an sort of iron on beads thing...

hahhaarhhs. my out of shape smugde.
ugly ii noe. but ii spent th longest time to make out of my HP wallpapers.
which is my blog background.

bought some pens becoz they were cheaper than market rate(:

THEN after that went to simlim.
was BORED waiting for mom, so went up to walk walk...
and ii saw this. as it was inside the shop ii cant take a pic.
a gold and black skullcandy.
when ii first see it, ii was like...
I WANT I WANT!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!
but like dont dare to say,
coz th sales person was looking at me when she saw me looking at the headphone(:
it's the same w JJ one somemore!!!!
yeps!!! but th price is also damn chio larhhs! $129.99!
if ii hab that amount of cash ii would be gg to his concert liaos,

DIE OF CHIONESS SIO!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-15T00:53:00.000-07:00

TRUST NO ONE

not even if they live with you day and nite.

2009-03-14T21:25:00.000-07:00

Th motivation workshop is OVER!!!!
wells, it wasnt as bad and boring as i tot it would be,

actually it's quite fun.

hehhhee! TRUE!!!!

the 2 coaches who talked to us are like really funny

wells, it really had been so fun, ii really dunno wad to say or how to say it,

but wells, let the pic tell uu!

Our group, kindersurprise!

ohhh!... and our goals and visions!

hehhhhs! when playing games, we are seperated into groups!

our coaches even helped us draw an eggie on the group name!

THANKS!

I'm an I personality~!

Yeppps, the same as MR BEAN AND STPEHEN CHOW

Wad we should do to improve on our study methods!

(th personality test is quite true)

Heehhheees!

coach Eunice listens to JJ!!!!

ohh, and thks ERINA, ii wouldnt go up and sang~

final photo, me and coach eunice.
haharhhs!

MUAYY THAI! WOAHHHHH!

ii wan to go JJ's concert !!!
and get JJ陸 (紅色潮流精裝版)

it's an one month anniversary to seeing JJ in
NORTHPOINT

2009-03-12T09:08:00.000-07:00

SHERMAINE(:

went poking mushroom today.

(feeling guilty already; IC personality): )

2009-03-07T22:20:00.000-08:00

hehhhehhh.
这张照片很卡瓦伊哦，对吗？
看着smugdebabiie那张迷着眼的样子，真是太让我蠢蠢欲动了！
*gloats~*

对了，我限量版的JJ陆有希望了。
不过，能不能卖到还是一个未知数。:(
如果真得有的话，我真得真得要感谢她啊！哈哈！

对了，今天，抗好不想这么早“开工”
所以呢，就跑去看爱就宅一起。

很不错耶！^^ 如果赶上电视播的那集，
就可以好好的在电视看了！哈哈！
M.A.R.S 在戏里好可怜啊！

卡沙巴王子！！！！！！　
恭喜恭喜～宝贝有得奖了！
为什么我没有去！！！！　

2009-03-06T23:00:00.000-08:00

hiie, iim finally back to blog again.
it's seriously good to be blogging again.
(wonder when that will be for the next time) haiis, recent workload are seriously driving me nuts! indeed nuts !
just take yesterday for instant, i slept at 4.30 am
due to ms kuar's graphic AGAIN!!!
(why do ii always lose my sleep due to hist, F&N and S.S)

黑厌倦全都跑出来了！

but surprisingly, even though im deprived from sleep th day before,
ii still survived thru the day! haharhhs!
and went out the way to AMK library str from schh w 2 of monkey clique to find F&N books
cant find anything much that are suitable for us,
at the ended up looking for novels to read. =.=

Stunned, critising?

(tell me uu didnt see my panda eyes*)
wells, up to you, but ii finally got a pic that i m tieing my hair up.
as ii promised, ii will upload it someday,

this is THE DAY!

wells, ii noe toilet is not a very good place to take pics,
but was waiting for the cubicle to be available,
so started taking pics. haharhhs, lame. i noe.

ohh yeahhs people...
recently due to the whooshing rain
people had been saying they see rainbow...
ii finally witness one too recently, in all places the bus.
therefore, cant really appreciate it lorhhs. BD !

WATCH THIS!!!!! JJ's so kawaiii~ *GLOATING~*

2009-03-03T23:56:00.000-08:00

Watch this! JJ doing DDR and jumping around...
so kawaiii~!!!! im so dazed~!

DIE DIE MUS WATCH THIS!
SO HILARIOUS ARHH!!!!!! haharhhs.
watch the other parts from youtube.

KAWAII TO TH MAX!!!!!

2009-03-02T00:53:00.000-08:00

SHERMAINE KOH IS SICK!

hate th feeling, i hate flu ! ): (gg to get some rest now.)

BTW, JJ won Best local singer and Most popular KBOX song.

CONGRATS TO MY SMUDGE BABIE <3 !

2009-02-28T21:46:00.000-08:00

hi, im finally back to blog again...
seriously bored siia，no life. That's the word.

ever since dunno when, have been up to owning loads of work.
then suddenly Ms kuar& Mrs Tan wans all their HW,
siao liao larhhs, coz it's like th day before that CT jus end,
so it's like before that it's like mugging and mugging to th end.
then like all wan their SEQ and SBQ back, stunned liao lorhhs.
so it's like i ended up writing till midnight. so sian X.x

and with a terrible bister!!!!!!! ARGGGGGGGHHHHHHH !
(somemore one of the work, when i wanted to handup, Ms kuar say due on next wk, seriously, win liao lorhhs)

(partly zi bi, and partly proud that i can complete my work, which compiles of 2 SEQ and 1 SEQ)

wells, btw, some of the common test marks are out.
hmmmm, not very happie with amaths and f&n so far.

btw, Shermaine so feels like dropping her f&n !
shitty rules, if wan change why change like only now?
it seriously doesnt make sense does it, why dont change th damn rule for art and d&t too?
th worst thing is that mdm ng dont wan let me drop):

wells, let's not tok abt irritating stuff anymore.
that me intro uu an emo robot uu can find in spore.
he's named, little George. Sound cute. However, so not.

ii think he seriously has a cute attitude prob larhhs.
so not very frenly. but nice to bully X:
coz it's like our class ask qns, he seriously give lame answers, that are totally unexpected from a robot from SDC

coz it's like clar ask " are u a robot?"
instead of answering jus a simple yes! or some boring theory that is programmed in it.
he shot back " are you a human? "

then when beneo ask " can i slap you? "
he like shot back " why dont you slap urself." ROFL!

other than that, most of the time when ppl ask him wierd/rude stuff,
he will jus say "leave me alone, go away, idont like you"
or "why did you say that or why did you say (subject)"

total weird robot.

2009-02-21T05:07:00.000-08:00

Found this online.
haharx, very funny~ LOLS (:
but cant really find data of them
since it's a long long time ago.

gYm !

remedial @ schh. (bored, but essential)
then after that went around with mao to see tuition stuff
went to CC to see thai courses,
then found out it's not cheap... ):
better study hard, or else worried that mom wouldnt let me go.
sad ):

anyways, recieved a sms,
dunno whether to believe or not...

PS: i like my new hair, and...

PS/S: i hab a new fren, watermelon {:

林俊杰 - 我还想他 (North Point 14/02/2009)

2009-02-17T00:25:00.001-08:00

不知道为什么，今天的我好像闷闷的。
一点心情都没有，不管这么压抑着，
都好像没什么用。

真得好烦啊！尤其是到了数学课的时候，
后面的人有一只在唱唱唱，唱了还故意走音。

可以尊重音乐吗？
烦都烦死了。

放学时，心情也没有什么好转。
反而，踏出校门时，一个人走路的时候，
脑海里还浮现出了很多不应该出现的问题。

为什么人就是要活在约束重？
为什么就是放不开？
为什么就是不要让爱的人失望？
再回来的路上，就是想了这些想不开的问题。
可是想了想，我还是什么答案也没有。

2009-02-15T05:18:00.000-08:00

BACK!

I SHOOK JJ's HANDS!!!!!(haha)

okies, jus came back from Varina's NC16 bday.

HAPPIE BDAE!

then is like tired lerhhs,

been out for th whole weekend.

(marhh a bit bu shuang lerhhs)

Promise to update when ii can!

2009-02-13T02:00:00.000-08:00

大家情人节快乐！

14.02.2009，

林俊杰，我跟你有约~！

Dedicate to all of uu this thai love song...
ii like the meaning of the song.

LET LOVE FLOAT AROUND.

*ps: if like uu dont understand th song, like jus watch th vid,
uu will like semi understand, ii noe very lame,
ii also ishh like read translation from forum derhhs,
but that is long ago... so... PSPS!

2009-02-10T06:16:00.000-08:00

为什么人一定要活在面具后面生活呢？

难道就不能用真诚的心态去面对一切吗？

为什么我身边的人都变了，

只剩我一个还在原地踏步。

理由其实很简单，

就只两个字；原则。

（可是，我为什么不能派脱掉呢？）

可是我为什么就觉得心里就是一点怪怪的，

总觉得不踏实。

work load is so heavy recently...

if ii can jus break free of it... IF THAT IS.

getting so emo these days...

人生真的好烦啊！

2009-02-05T06:08:00.000-08:00

:( so stressed up recently.

simply to say: LIVING DEAD ZOMBIE/NO LIFE!

iim so hoping a my wkend, where i can at least unwind a lil'
jus a bit that is...

(ps: sowies if ii leave it dead jus like my mind is now...)

2009-01-28T19:10:00.000-08:00

YORHHHHS ! how are uu people when ii was GONE ?
(*that was a bit too enthu.)

so nw that im back in S'pore(which ishh kinda sad)
ii shall start my rantings,
so BEAR WITH ME !

At the airport...
Nice rite ?
how ii wishh people can walk on it,
imagine how soft it would be... ~

Asap when we reached th hotel, we went around shopping lerhhs.
taken when on the cabbie...

(at siam sq area)

THAT's ABOUT IT FOR DAY 1, coz like we are all shopping.
(so didnt take much pics)
^^ HEES ! MISS THAT PLACE!
--took when ii was in th cabbie--
(uu should noe, bored kids do stupid stuff)

same like th first day,
there isnt much photos available,
coz it's like we did nothing larhhs!
jus shop & eat, shop & eat, but isnt that already life ?

this ishh th only pic we took when we were at th weekend market.
it's so crowded and hot there ! haharx.

haharx! iim finally on the 3rd day lerhhs.
haharx, wells, it's not a wasabii toothpaste actually larhhs.
it's jus sort of... uu noe ?

haharx, anyways, today has fun things installed !
II FINALLY GOT TO TAKE OUR FAMILY WEDDING PIC!

(AT LAST!!!!!!!)

*but of course iim not gonna disclose all th pic... ^^ HEEES !
some of it looks really weird,

but iim gg to disclose this quirky photo of me in th costume.

and one ishh my parents derhhs, so cool larhhs !
so muchh bling bling larhhs!
so heavy lorhhs !
haharx, dunno how last time th people walk siia !After that went back to hotel to wash away our makeup,
then it's like CAMWHORE A LIL'

Pass thru this cute dog when we were on th way to th massage.

I LOVE DOGGIE, cute !

gooooooooof ~! (although, now ishh cow yr)
--(happily) END OF DAY 3--

went to th salon, DAD DYED HIS HAIR!
(that may nt sound shocking to uu,
but my dad has nv ever dyed his hair,
and dun likes it, god noes why he did it this time... )

DADDIE PA LAO LERHHHS !

*my face ishh too unglam to be seen

Dad's after product!~

Became a free labour when parents are looking at pandents.
(ku zhong zhuo le)

didnt gort to see Auntie Wana this yr...
which ishh kinda sad... haiis!
we took like rounds and rounds to find her hse,
then it's like... nobody inside...

On the way to th airport...
(on th cabbie again... haharx, dunno why like taking pics of roads and stuff on th cabbie)

Pics when we were on the plane...
blurred... but th lightings are good...

like wad the pic says, ii really dun want it to end...
it's so fun and relaxing... haiis...
now that iim back...
it means slogging slogging and more slogging...
not to mention mugging too....

PS: bought loads of things, but haben really unpacked yet...
so post up th pics as fast as ii unpack...

PS/S: also thks to Pscape, ii can upload lesser pics!

2009-01-23T06:50:00.000-08:00

Hiies, excitedly excited !

iim so going to Bangkok in less then 12hrs !

**GLOATS~**

WOAHHHHHH !!!

But ii got SUNBURNT!

thks ling for th BB lessons,

which ishh th reason why ii got my sunburn

(that's why there's a wierd blush on my face)

AGRRHHHHHH !
ii also got a white mark coz ii wore my watch while playing.

btw, HAPPIE CNY TO ALL UU GUYS OUT THERE !

( iim so happie, 5A/5B'o9 were all so high)

GONG XI GONG XI NI ARHH !
HUAT ARHHHHHHHH !

EDIT :
iiam in the airport lerhhs!

&& IM EXCITEDLY EXCITED !

SEEYARHHHS !

2009-01-16T20:20:00.001-08:00

♥ JOONGIEE ♥

iim falling sick.
my throat hurts so badly.
ARGGHHHH !

these past few days away seriously ishh fun,
however siiann lorhhs.
it's like so different from th other yrs.

LOADS OF HOMEWORK.

not to mention, more stress ishh coming in.
GOD! T.T

btw,ii finally passed one amaths test !
YEAHHHS ! Lame however true.
23/30. although ii can like get 27,
because of some sign probs.
and that day eyes got stamp.
so... alot of thing write wrong lerhhs.

我要加油了！
因为我知道我是可以的！

*GET WELL SOON SHERMAINE♥ !

*ps: ii wanna change my music!

2009-01-12T01:41:00.000-08:00

siian... seriously.

life ishh getting bored.

filled full of th cold reality

that really seem to really sallow us up
Although nothing ishh impossible,

but can ii make it possible.
sumore today ishh seriously suchh an unlucky day,
getting slammed at th back of ur head with a bb

ishh seriously painful

ii think ii better get a bit of rest,
before heading to tuition.

PS: GLAD THAT I PASSED E MATHS !

but still hab to retake.

2009-01-10T22:38:00.000-08:00

Jus a cute pic ii took not long after ii made my notebook

waiting for th school's go ishh surely too long):
wells, so yst, went to Nanyang Poly.
Mainly for two reasons; it's near and of course...
th campus superstars will be coming. haharx.

SO HERE ARE SOME PHOTOS !

ii noe they are like extra blur...
but it's like we really sat really near but somehow,
our hp are not that good.

somehow regretted to ask mom for her dc.

Then also, here are some things that ii got during th 2 days.

** GLOATS ! **

THE CAMPUS SUPERSTAR POSTER !

hahaharx! yeahhs, bcoz of this ii shook Felicia's hand

and Pornsak called me " MARHHHH!" haharx !

but serious, ii think they should like let us hab sort of

a phototaking session with th host. haharx.

too bad dun hab, but seriously,

they very fun siia ! haharx.

BROWSERS !

so muchh siia ! haharx, but all ishh poly derhhs

soo... ii really dun wanna see it !

especially th media and design ones !
DAMNNNNNN !

ONE MORE QUIRKY PIC.

haharx.
My motivational wall; also jus made not long ago...

LOLS !

2009-01-09T18:32:00.000-08:00

SHOULD I FOLLOW MY HEART OR REALITY?

jus went to TP yst, although ii really like media
and it really looks very very cool larhhs
all my dream jobs are like there,
right infront of my face larhhs.
HOWEVER...

SHERMAINE ishh sort of brought back to reality that
th jobs opportunity ishh not as good as it looks like.
compared to th other courses.

PLUS THERE ARE ALSO LIKE

SOME BLKING HERE AND THERE,

and now ii think th worst now happened lerhhs.
ii dont wanna to talk abt aint longer.
it's really tearing up my heart,
and ii no longer noe wad to do.

IT'S A SERIOUS DEAD END.

why mus th world be full of reality, not dreams ?

人不是常常都说人因梦想才伟大的吗?

PS: Sowies, but ii simply dont hab th mood to tell uu all wad fun things took place in the poly...

2009-01-03T22:10:00.000-08:00

Yorhhs,
First day of schh was BORING~
actually quite regretted that ii actually went.
bcoz of th schh tok and stuff.
and being shouted by MR NG FOR NOTHING !

SERIOUSLY SICKENING !

but other than that, all were fine.

MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !

GOU GOU GOU GOU !

also quite happie that ii will be sitting with all my besties !
yepps yepps ! mao on th left and ting on th rite.
and btw, many teachers were changed dunno why too.

Mr Tan ishh no longer teaching us,
and Ms Kuar ishh...

:D Our dear Amaths teacher ishh back to Mr Tan.
God noes why...

Ms Tay has been replaced by Mdm Ng if iim not wrong.
(you de shou lerhhs_)

ohh, and our emaths teacher,
Ms Katrina.
(not very expecting that though, but it's better off than...)

speaking of that person,
why mus she be like so tao?
although we are no longer under ur care...
dun need to gif that kinda tao face rite...?

Schh ishh getting boring.
seriously,all th events, all th things that happened on th first day.
but somehow all these seems to be playing out like some drama.

-LIFE IS A DRAMA-

wells, ii think ii will be better of making blogskin.
owned 3 ppl in total,
me, Daryl and Denise.(D^2)

and my EMATHS GRAPH !!!!
god ! HELP! jkjk

hope that ii cn actually go to BK safely.

GOLF AND MIKE !!!!!!

2008-12-31T22:03:00.000-08:00

HiLow EVERYONE in th blog !
Last day of 2008! how are uu feeling rite now ?
Bored/ Happie/Sad/ Left out/ Tired/Emo
PISSED ? (me)

wells, since it's th last day of 2008,

ii shall review wad exactly happened.haha(:
it has been a great but also bad yr,

(can ii say iim better of last yr)

but ii hope next yr would be better !

ALRITES !

now th thk-ing list...

Lin Jun Jie
(qing ni bu yao dao chu gou gou ~)

DIMMPPEEES LOVABLE!

Ohhh. alrites. Although i hab not been a good fan for this yr
like not turning up for ur events and stuffs.
but ii still really thk you
i can say if not for your encouragement 3 yrs ago.
ii might be an entire different person now.
and anyways, uu are a boss now.
good luck in wadeva uu are doing.
but wadeva uu do ! PLS TAKE GOOD CARE OF UR BODY!

MY DEAR PARENTS
(i noe it's kinda wierd to hab ur parents in ur blog)

MARMMMIIIEEE

& DADDDDDIIEEEE

but wadeva is it, not only for this yr.
they hab been there for me and stuff
love and buy me stuff that ii want (:

TWILIGHT MUMMIE TWILIGHT ! haharx.

SHERYL KOH !
(mye lil' emo elf)

muhahahahahahaha!~
sweet lil' girl siia ! haha.
dont keep stuffing into my bed at nite ok ?
and ur bed ishhh not nice to sleep on !
haharx.but good luck. ur now a licensed teen.
secondary schh ishh different from primary.jiiayouus !

AMELIA GOHHHH !
OLALALALALALALA !

mye twinnie !

haharx,thks for all th times we had tgt,
shakalaka baby!

thks for being crazy with me whenever im nuts

(mega thk-ing list)

MARO TING !!!!

thks for like being my depressed rubbish bin
everytime when ii got no else to pour my feelings to.
and also playing pranks on me & making me laugh like no one's pasei.
MARO MARO MARO !

GARFIELD ARHH MARHH!

"zui ai ni de ren shi wo ~~~woooooo~"

thks for being so steady in everything.
ii will not forget ur chipang!
haharx, although uu alr grad but seriously ur choc ishh still in my frigde
and that ERP money ishh still on my table!
rmb to come take kaes! haharx.

JUNE JUNE JUNE

(SOS SOS ~ FALL FOR UU AGAIN !)

My scientific fren !
ii hab not forget uu even though iicant seem to find a decent photo without uu pulling a prank X)

MONKEY SEE MONKEY DO !

haharx. chocoterian.
BTW, ii think ii drank enough water not to die in 4 yrs!

SOH WANTING!
(mye nunnery fren;sot tehh fren, chuunnniiee~)

CHUNNNIIIEEE ~

yepps, ur included although we jus closed up a lil this mth,
but ur included!
haharx, thks for gg out wif me to eat this hols !
ii thks you for it !
haharx, hope everything will be better for you in 2009
rmb to chio me out horhhs !
haharx, jiiayouus !

also thks for making me addicted to k POP

2008-12-30T08:40:00.000-08:00

Woots !
Found this in a fansite...

Sexy rite !?!

But at first when ii saw this ii was like shocked larhhs !
it's like why did they do this ?
but after reading wad the person said
ii found it actually made sense.

haharx. coz of Mirotic's UNDER MY SKIN
it was banned until UNDER MY SKY came out in some ways.
so it's like they are doing this to tell th people that

"HEY WE ARE NOT SINGING UNDER MY SKIN FOR FUN ! WE MEAN BUSINESS !"

haharx. actually made sense rite ?
yeahhs.

anyways, ii finally actually went to buy my books with mao and ting.
and it's like so lil books to buy larhhs ! haharx.
but anyways, we had fun coz seriously, we didnt hang out tgt for a long time.
and it's definitely fun to be tgt again.

and after that me & mao went to hab MAC with Daryl
and seriously damn relaxing larhhs!
haharx. but seriously today's food at MAC sucks.
we seriously all thinked that we are eating flour... x.x
for the fries only larhhs that this.

and my burger was a bit too gross for me as ii put too much mayo.
ii admit it ! it sucks !

After that when we finished eating,
we went out and we heard a guy singing Britney Spears's TOXIC.
and it's like he's using "JIA YIN" all th way larhhs !

SUPER HILARIOUS & LAME !

then after tht we hanged around that area,
then it's like one uncle sang a theme song for a taiwan drama but in canto
and ii started going crazy !
haharx. it was absolutely funny.
but then after that th sun was like directly under us,
so we jus left after that :(

Okiies, ii think ii shld go now. LOLS.
BTW. i fell down and hurt my knee again.
lucky it didnt bleed, jus a minor scratch.
SOB SOBS !

PS: Blogger still didnt fix their uploader;
but ii suddenly think is it my prob or blogger's prob.
readers/ passer-by/ dogs/ cats/ anyone/ people who read my blog
tell me whether you hab this prob also, kaes ?

GTG. BB

2008-12-27T21:14:00.000-08:00

MERRY EXE'MAS

wells, it's finally over.

sorriees that ii didnt blog on that day
or th day after, coz ii was practically out or bz.
Wells. at least ii was out the whole day on 25th dec
with my family spending quality time.
1. we went to AMK hubbie
&& got stucked in TAKA
{wells, shldnt expand further uu should noe}

*xmas presents for wifeys.

After that we went on shopping in AMK hub for a while
&& ate a huge ice creamm ! RAWRS !
FATTENING !

I even saw Santa when ii was eating...

WAKAKAKA !

then after that went to taka(takashimaya)
wells, actually we jus wanted to go there coz
of the LV & Gucci shops there.
but, guess wad ?
you hab to like queue up ?
jus to get like 20 mins around th shop
like duhh ? WTF ?
but anyways, took some pic though

The xmas tree,

hhees, always my fave thing during xmas.
especially in taka,
it's always so spledid.

took this outside some glam shop.

forgot th name already. but.

ii like th effect.

here's a bonus; a cute lion outside a lego shop.

wells, after that, we went to mom's fren's hse.
and like hang around. it's pretty fun.

but bored at th same time.
since like the only thing ii did was like to watch MOBTV.
coz it's like all th coms are being used,
but ii did watch msian dramas so it's worth it.
and Venus & Venessa, if uu happen to read this
ii watched your show again on MOBTV!
haharx. it's jus a joke anyways.

wells, ii guess th only way to end this post.
read wad's the street name...
it's like right infront of my mom's fren's hse,
find it pretty amusing.
"yi tiao long"

alrites, ii think ii shld go now. byes.

BTW. watched movies again.
1. BIG STAN(cool, hilarious but sexual)
2. MAKE IT HAPPEN(a bit disappointed, but cool dance moves)

and.. the uploader in blogger ishh driving me nuts !

2008-12-22T05:38:00.000-08:00

YOOCHUN ISHH CUTE RITE ?

HAHARX.

THKS
TO
SOMEONE !

iim finally back !
like finallyy ?! haharx,

seriously bored day... didnt knew wad to do
jus played com and slack all say,
but after that, still went for tuition.
so siian lorhh. so fast like 2 mths jus like that fly past lerhhs.

AND TODAY's JJ'S SHOP OPENING !
TOO BAD I CANT MAKE IT !

READ FROM SOME FAN'S BLOG THAT JJ'S SURPRISE WAS...

... ACTUALLY HIMSELF

SUPER SWEET RITE ?

HAHARX.

ALRITES, THKS TO SOMEONE AGAIN

IM DAMN HELL ADDICTED TO SHINEE & DBSK

ONCE

AGAIN

ALSO SURFED SOME FAN SITES
SO CHECKED THIS OUT.
SO DAMN CUTE LARHHS !

HAHARX.

MOMOMO FAMILY !

During this week, also went to northpoint library
wells, to hang out with Daryl and borrow books.

AND GUESS WAD ?

SAW
LITTLE MR MEN SHOW !

they are so adorable larhhs !
haharx, they will shake butts one uu noe !
haharx. really a laughter destress...

BTW, ii finally got twilight !

like finally ?!
and that day ishh like damn cool larhhs !
haharx. window shopping till ur ass drop...
actually that's wad happen when uu are like broke...

QUOTE OF THE DAY:

There's a child in everyone.

GET IT ?
so next time, if uu think that ur fren ishh lame,
DONT !
uu may one day be like that too...
only in a much different way...